SYMMETRY REDEFINED

Throughout most of my life, I always had the urge to achieve symmetry in everything I did. I needed the sense of balance to preserve my peace of mind and silence the voices in my head. But all that changed when I was diagnosed with breast cancer. After my mastectomy, I have had no choice but to tame the beast of compulsion. Thanks to the image that confronts me in the mirror everyday.

Now I am mastering the art of finding gratification in whatever comes my way. Symmetry can be subjective after all.

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Saturday, January 26, 2008

LUNCH TODAY

KIKO AND HIS TEKKA MAKI


ANGELA AGAINST A COLLAGE


The city is abuzz with Dinagyang festivities today, but all we wanted was to find a quiet restaurant where we could eat lunch peacefully.


Bonding moments are hard to come by these days.


Friday, January 18, 2008

FLIPFLOPS

Havaianas was what she wanted for her birthday.

Thursday, January 17, 2008

TRIPLE CELEBRATION


My 41st, her 14th.

Also my 1st as a cancer survivor.

Friday, December 21, 2007

CHRISTMAS IN POTOTAN


That's as loving as they can get.

(Photo taken in Pototan)

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

SEASHELLS BY THE SEASHORE

We took a quick trip to our beach property today, along with my brother and his family. Angela and Nadia did not waste a minute and rushed to the shore to gather seashells for dinner.


Sense the love and affinity that resonates between the two cousins/soul sisters.

Thursday, November 29, 2007

SPECIAL STONE BENCH


I visited my old high school today. Profoundly touched that this bench is still around, having sat on it myself some twenty-five years ago. I wonder how many secrets it has shared with many schoolgirls like me through the years.


Link here.


Friday, November 2, 2007

QUICK HOLIDAY

We decided to take a break in between my oral chemo rounds. Walking through the shops of Boracay, savoring the indolence that only island living can bring.


(Photo taken by Kiko Mabilog.)

Sunday, October 28, 2007

OUT OF THE WOODS

Literally.
As we end the first round of chemo and radiation treatments.
And my bone scan is clear.


(Photo taken in DENR, Dingle, Iloilo during our field trip with high school students.)


Tuesday, September 18, 2007

FATHER AND SON

My husband and my son doing what they love to do.
Preaching, leading worship.
It's a bonus that they can do it so well together.


Sunday, August 12, 2007

HOPEFUL AND OPTIMISTIC

This photo marks the end of my radiation treatment.
I have been away from home for a month.
I am happy to be going home very soon.

Saturday, July 14, 2007

ANGELA

ANGELA THEN
My daughter at four, when all her world revolved mostly around me.

ANGELA NOW

At fourteen, here eyes are set on taking the world by storm.


Friday, July 13, 2007

PATRICK

PATRICK THEN
At four, goofing around with his first guitar.
Adorable.


PATRICK NOW
At seventeen, guitarist, keyboardist, drummer, songwriter.
Admirable.


Monday, May 28, 2007

VIEW FROM THE BED

KILLER LIFESAVER
These meds cost a fortune. But they are supposed to keep me alive.


Friday, May 11, 2007

ELUSIVE SLEEP

After every chemo session, I tried to sleep off the pain but restful sleep always eluded me.

Friday, May 4, 2007

MOTHER-DAUGHTER TALK

Walking and talking with my daughter on a recent vacation we took.
Trying to squeeze in every word of wisdom at every chance I get,
just in case I don't make it any further than this.


Sunday, March 25, 2007

FREE RIDE


Hospital protocol required that I be wheeled into my hospital room during every chemo session, even if I could very well walk.

INTERMITTENTLY WAITING

I have lost count of the hours I have spent waiting for results in hospital lobbies, doctor's clinics and laboratories.

If I am fortunate, this will be my life for the next ten years.

Tuesday, March 13, 2007

OFF TO COLLEGE

ANTICIPATION
You can read the hunger in his eyes.
The future is full of possibilities as he embarks on college life in
the University of the Philippines, Miag-ao.
(story behind the photo via Root and Wings)



Wednesday, February 14, 2007

Tuesday, February 13, 2007

GOODBYE HAIR

Chopped off the hair for chemo that starts today.
Feeling empowered after the trip to the beauty parlor-this was a first for me.